Why? Why? Why?

If you ever thought about people saying why me did you ever wondered what they meant? I've said it myself many times during my life, Why Me? Usually I was talking to God and wondering How many people had it easy since I was taking all the pain and mental torment trying to get through with something left. My wife had cancer and the out of pocket co-pay ate up what little savings we had. When I retired it was only Social security I had to look forward to and God knew that wouldn't be enough to get by. I work part time driving semi hauling corn through harvest time and that clears me to start the winter even with the board.Legswise I can't take more than 5 to 6 weeks of work where I have to climb into a truck but I get it done. I found a new outlet called blogging and have made a few dollars at it. If I continue to make money doing this I won't have to do the heavy stuff anymore. So I think God is saying if you hang in there and keep trying he will lead you in the right direction and it will be good.